A review by misspalah
Unfortunately, It Was Paradise: Selected Poems by Mahmoud Darwish

challenging dark emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad tense medium-paced

5.0

“I am what I have spoken to the words: Be the place where my body joins the eternity of the desert.
Be, so that I may become my words.
No land on earth bears me. 
Only my words bear me, a bird born from me who builds a nest in my ruins before me, and in the rubble of the enchanting world around me.
I stood on a wind, and my long night was without end.
This is my language, a necklace of stars around the necks of my loved ones. They emigrated.
They carried the place and emigrated, they carried time and emigrated.
They lifted their fragrances from their bowls.
They took their bleak pastures and emigrated.
They took the words. The ravaged heart left with them.”
  • A Rhyme for the Odes (Mu‘allaqat) : Unfortunately, It Was Paradise by Mahmoud Darwish
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I usually dislike introductory or foreword part in the poetry book simply because sometimes it takes away my own interpretation of the poems since i have been spoon-fed of what’s the poem is all about. BUT for this book, i actually glad i read it before deep dived into his poems. Not only it was helpful in understanding the theme of his poems but it establish the link of his whereabouts and the events that happened during that time. Darwish demonstrate what its like to be an internal refugee - leaving the country to be safe and returning to it with the strange feeling. That exile status permanently embedded in his works and it shows in many of his poems. I regretted that i didn’t really study hard to excel Arabic in high school and now i just have to accept the fact that i couldn’t read his works in the original language. I am sure the english translation did well given that Darwish has been consulted on it but nothing beats reading it in the original language. Ultimately, while his 4 to 5 pages poems is excellent and the prose was penned perfectly, my favourite one usually the one that was written in one page. It may be short but it is evocative and tugged my heartstrings the most. I will list down my favourite poems in the post below this. Overall, every chapter in this book served its purpose to portray Palestinian’s struggle against the illegal occupation. From the lost of his own land, Birwe in Palestine, nostalgia of being free to suddenly being imposed of movement restriction, displacement of the land and the erasure of identity and sense of belonging, Darwish’s works was full of grace and heartfelt words. A highly recommended read!
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My Fav poems from this book : 
  1. I will slog over this road
  2. The Kindhearted Villagers
  3. Who Am I, without exile?
  4. Wind shift against us
  5. We Went To Aden
  6. The Owl’s night
  7. A soldier dreams of white tulips
  8. The Death of The phoenix 
  9. Like The letter ‘N’ in the Quran
  10. The Raven’s Ink
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p/s: From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free. Ceasefire Now!