A review by farmv8
The Cost of Knowing by Brittney Morris

4.0

This book was beautifully heartbreaking. Alex is only 16 years old and has had to grow up too fast due to him suffering through so much loss early on in life. Paired with the fantastical element of him seeing visions of the future whenever he touches people or objects, Alex has severe anxiety. I really appreciated this portrayal of mental health difficulties in Black male youth. I also appreciated the rich history of the main characters’ family that the book explored. The premise of this book is really saddening which makes it bittersweet throughout, but I appreciate the themes of facing ones fears, joy despite oppression, autonomy, and love of family. I wish there was more physical description of the characters and setting along with background development since at times I found it difficult to understand the full extent of Alex’s situation and grief, or make fully connections with the characters. Overall, I am glad I read this book and I appreciate the author’s work.