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maryy_r0se's review
challenging
dark
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
โSometimes there are moments when we objectively face the never, and it overwhelms us.โ
Caden is a high schooler. ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ. His behavior is changing. ๐๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ. His friends are distancing from him. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต. His parents are concerned. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ. He feels himself unwinding. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
This book really affected me. While compiling a list of YA mental health books for work, it was important to me to include a wide array of experiences. Most YA mental health books focus on depression and anxiety, and itโs very very difficult to find books that approach topics like psychosis and schizophrenia sensitively.
Caden is not definitively diagnosed in the story, although it does seem implied he has schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder. I do not have either of those, so I wonโt assess that representation. It was difficult to find reviews from individuals who have those disorders, but from the few I did find this book seems to represent them well. I do have bipolar disorder, and I thought that book really captured the extreme moods and psychosis excellently.
I think what made this book really stand out was the input from Nealโs son, Brendan. Brendan has schizoaffective disorder and the book was influenced by his experience. He consulted on and illustrated this book, and it added a very personal element. I would definitely recommend this book. My favorite scene was the NYC flashback and the moments surrounding it; the way the book came together and fell apart in those moments was breathtaking.
Caden is a high schooler. ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ. His behavior is changing. ๐๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ. His friends are distancing from him. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต. His parents are concerned. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ข๐ช๐ฏ. He feels himself unwinding. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐ช๐ต๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
This book really affected me. While compiling a list of YA mental health books for work, it was important to me to include a wide array of experiences. Most YA mental health books focus on depression and anxiety, and itโs very very difficult to find books that approach topics like psychosis and schizophrenia sensitively.
Caden is not definitively diagnosed in the story, although it does seem implied he has schizophrenia or schizoaffective disorder. I do not have either of those, so I wonโt assess that representation. It was difficult to find reviews from individuals who have those disorders, but from the few I did find this book seems to represent them well. I do have bipolar disorder, and I thought that book really captured the extreme moods and psychosis excellently.
I think what made this book really stand out was the input from Nealโs son, Brendan. Brendan has schizoaffective disorder and the book was influenced by his experience. He consulted on and illustrated this book, and it added a very personal element. I would definitely recommend this book. My favorite scene was the NYC flashback and the moments surrounding it; the way the book came together and fell apart in those moments was breathtaking.
Graphic: Suicide, Ableism, Forced institutionalization, Mental illness, Confinement, and Schizophrenia/Psychosis
Moderate: Animal death, Medical trauma, Medical content, Self harm, and Sexual assault
swaggynikki's review
challenging
dark
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
tense
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
Jeri reccomended this to me in 7th grade when she read it for Battle of the Books, and said she loved it. I love it to, but I'm ASTOUNDED by the fact that she liked it in middle school. It's VERY mature. I really liked the way it was told, I liked the intersecting storylines of his real life and the ship and how you slowly saw his life become his life on the ship and see they were the same the whole time. Mostly, though, I thought it was an incredibly well-done portrayal of mental health. I was worried up to like, the last 20 pages of the book, because it really seemed like the message was going to be "don't take your meds they're fake, just succumb to the disorder because you have no other option" but it wasn't! It said so much about recoverly and preserverence and I just left it feeling really good.
Graphic: Forced institutionalization, Medical trauma, and Mental illness
Moderate: Suicide attempt, Suicide, and Incest
lou_o_donnell's review
adventurous
challenging
dark
emotional
reflective
fast-paced
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Forced institutionalization, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide
Minor: Death, Drug use, Incest, Medical content, Medical trauma, Rape, Self harm, and Sexual violence
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