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longlost's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Toxic relationship, Panic attacks/disorders, Emotional abuse, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Vomit, Transphobia, Cursing, and Mental illness
Minor: Racism, Drug use, Alcohol, Suicide attempt, and Bullying
aseel_reads's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Moderate: Alcohol, Bullying, Gaslighting, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicide attempt, and Toxic relationship
vike's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Graphic: Toxic relationship
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Mental illness, and Transphobia
foreverinastory's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Rep: Triracial (white, Japanese, Afro-Caribbean) bisexual trans male MC, questioning genderqueer androphile asexual love interest with anxiety, lesbian side character.
CWs: Alcohol consumption (including underage), drug use, dysphoria, gaslighting, mental illness (anxiety), panic attacks/disorders, toxic relationship, transphobia/transmisia, mentions of past coming out, discussion of past suicidal thoughts and attempt, mentions of past bullying, arophobia/aromisia.
Graphic: Alcohol, Drug use, Dysphoria, Gaslighting, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, and Transphobia
Moderate: Outing, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, and Bullying
Minor: Acephobia/Arophobia
emily_mh's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
The main criticism of this book that I see other people have is that Noah is a bad main character. I want to challenge this as I think for the most part that's an unfair reason to dock the book stars. First of all, his narration is conversational and engaging. People say he is annoying, when really he is just cocky and confident which is a trait lauded in other beloved fictional characters (e.g. Tony Stark). And yeah, he's definitely not a perfect person, but that's a lot to expect 16 year-old - plus, he does undergo character development during the novel and recognises his own flaws. Finally, his flaws make him intensely relatable. Everyone messes up, especially at that age, and Noah's character shows how you can grow from those experiences. I really think that the ending of the book is just the beginning for his personal development. This is not to defend some of the decisions he makes, but to drive home the point that imperfection doesn't equal a bad character!
Moderate: Vomit, Cursing, Transphobia, Bullying, Suicide attempt, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, and Alcohol
Minor: Religious bigotry, Racism, Drug use, Fire/Fire injury, Homophobia, Mental illness, Infertility, and Infidelity
puttingwingsonwords's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Moderate: Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, and Transphobia
Minor: Suicide attempt
hannahmayhere's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
The MC is 16 and is a little immature at times, but he has these lots of shining moments and does a lot of growing throughout the book.
Even though I knew exactly where this plot was going, I still absolutely adored this book. I loved the representation and the arc and it was a great read of trans joy!! Looking forward to more books to come from the author!
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Transphobia, and Vomit
Minor: Bullying and Suicide attempt
Context for minor bullying and minor Suicide attempt content warnings: a character mentions a history of bullying and suicide attempt, but nothing happens on the pagewordwilderness's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicide attempt, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Transphobia
betweentheshelves's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
This has a lot of great things going for it, with a few flaws along the way. Mostly here for the side characters, as they definitely helped carry the story. Stay tuned for a full review later this week!
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, and Transphobia
Moderate: Alcoholism, Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Vomit
The suicide mentions are referencing something from the past, it doesn't actually happen within the events of the book.fromjuliereads's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
This book was really good! I ended up reading it in one day... which is not very common for me! It was an easy read, even though it deals with some more difficult topics. But all of the difficult subjects were handled well and with care, in my opinion. I laughed out loud, groaned from second hand embarrassment at the cringe-y sections, and even teared up at one point! There were so many things that I really loved about this book! I am not going to attempt to comment on the transgender or nonbinary representation in the book, as that is not my place. Please look for reviews from transgender and nonbinary readers to comment on the rep!
Let me quickly start with why I felt like I couldn't give this book 5 stars. The biggest thing that I had an issue with was that the main character, Noah, came across as the stereotypical surly teenager through 2/3 of the book. I honestly don't feel like I had enough character development for Noah in some ways. I can tell you multiple things that Noah hates - his brother's girlfriend, hiking and exercise, kids, and many other things. Really, the only thing that I got that Noah likes is romance and Tumblr... and an off hand comment about liking manga at the beginning... that's it? I just think that his character could have been developed a bit more in that way. Honestly, a lot of aspects of Noah's character came off pretty negative and selfish for a majority of the book. And while I didn't dislike Noah, I did find myself a bit annoyed at points. BUT I will say that the character growth that happened and the revelations that occurred further into the book were really well done!
Also, while I love a happily ever after, there was one aspect that seemed a little too convenient to the end... but that's more me being picky than anything! I still really loved the ending :)
Anyways! There were so many other aspects of this book that I really liked! I loved the portrayal that we had of Noah's relationship with his brother, Brian. The scenes at the camp were so much fun! The initial day at the camp - such a good scene!!! I loved that so much and how it became kind of this turning point. And Devin was such a fantastic character! I also really appreciate the panic attack/anxiety rep. As someone who has had panic attacks, it's really nice to see them written about in a more realistic way. I like that Noah didn't know what to do and it was a struggle to help in the situation, but it was all done so well in a realistic portrayal of an ACTUAL situation for someone with a panic attack and someone seeing one for the first time. As I mentioned above, I liked the character growth that happened for Noah in all of the different ways that it came together for him to better understand himself and the people around him in the end. It was really well done!
I enjoyed the format where text messages and Tumblr posts/comments were integrated into the text! As someone who went through a Tumblr stage (and still sneaks onto it sometimes), it's so much fun to see blogging included in a story! It was integrated in a really fantastic way and a great set up for this fake dating story!
I'm hoping this doesn't come across as a spoiler, but if you are looking for some LGBTQIA+ rep with the fake dating AND enemies to lovers tropes, definitely check this book out! It was a great read and I hope a lot of people will enjoy it! I will mention to PLEASE check the trigger warnings before venturing into this novel. Safe reading, everyone!
Moderate: Cursing, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, Transphobia, and Vomit