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The Way I Am Now by Amber Smith

cece_meister18's review against another edition

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emotional inspiring sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75

anobsessedreader's review against another edition

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  • Strong character development? Yes

5.0

At the start of this book, I didn't like how Eden treated Steve. But then Steve treated her horribly as well. And as the book went on, I realized that all of these characters sometimes do bad things, but doing bad things doesn't make you a bad person.

I wasn't sure how I was going to feel about this book because I feel like it was obvious that Josh and Eden shouldn't be in a relationship. Josh gave too much of himself without taking care of his mental health and Eden depended too much on him for her happiness. So when they broke up due to her not
disclosing that she hasn't been taking her bc and him having a horrible reaction (for which they both apologized)
, I was glad. In this time apart, they both grew and did things other than a relationship that made them happy. Because any healthy knows a relationship should not be your only source of happiness.

I understand why the ending was very open ended but I hope that Josh and Eden end up together and that Kevin gets fucking locked up. Side note: we don't get to see much of her brother and family after that last scene but I really hope Caelin and the family as a whole heals because I think this was a very traumatic experience for everyone. Hopefully we get a spin off book with Caelin because I can't stop thinking about him as he was being quite unhealthy the last time we saw him.

annachanslor's review against another edition

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challenging emotional inspiring sad

5.0

quinnmantell's review against another edition

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5.0

Wow, just wow. I haven’t felt this way about a book in a long time. The way I couldn’t stop thinking about this book and this story! Eden will forever hold a special place in my heart and I am so proud of her story and how she continues to go through her own process of healing. Her love story with Josh was a bonus, I honestly believe they’re endgame!

_because_she_reads's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional hopeful tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

haapalaiida's review against another edition

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emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

_mm_'s review against another edition

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emotional hopeful inspiring tense medium-paced

4.0

andreamhi's review against another edition

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dark emotional funny hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

This was just amazing to read. Again, could be very triggering for some people but I think they dealt with recovery so well and how healing’s is not linear and how important having a good supportive system is. Beautiful book ❤️
 

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patedm's review against another edition

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challenging emotional hopeful sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I find this book hard to rate because it may not be the absolute best of the best, but the care and love I have for both Eden and Josh usurps every flaw this book has. This was a book I never thought I would get but have hoped for since the day I finished the way I used to be however many years ago. Eden and Josh have genuinely stayed with me all these years. I have found myself thinking of them often. I would wish and hope for not only a happy ending for them, but for justice and peace for them both individually. I loved their growth and strength in this book, especially my girl Eden. I cannot thank Amber Smith enough for bringing these characters back, and I will continue to hold them close to my heart. 

Also, when I found out we would also be getting Josh’s pov in this book I screamed. So so so important to me. 

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hrector's review against another edition

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emotional hopeful fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes

4.5